not so excited ?

Funny how i'm really excited about some things and not excited at all about other. Especially when i know that the things i'm not excited for are much more important. I dunno why i'm never excited about men's cell even thought it's always something i know is worth my while. Anyway, Men's cell tonight was great. I thank God for blessing me so much. You guys have been a joy.

crossroads

what shall i say? i guess it's this~ to my dear SCAC, "i will be here as long as God calls me here, i will keep praying for the lost sheep and i will keep waiting on His promise."

In my hour of need God again shows his faithfulness. Truely our God is great and his grace is sufficient for me. I've been really down and wondering if i can pull through and my prayers are answered. He again shows me that with faith anything is possible.

key take away

"everyone is in your life for reason and a season"
i hope i can be present for my precious people during the season i am here. for those who need it i will always be there if you ask.

failure

failure...this has been something i've been trying to deal with in this last little while. I hold firm to my belief that failure, true failure is when you give up on the ideal you're striving for. That is why failure is a choice. I'm sitting here staring at my assignment and i have no idea how to do it. time to figure it out, 2 hours. I guess i shouldn't have gone to the pheonix last nite. That was fun though, lots of pplz that i enjoyed having around. It as a first for me, i carried tampax in my pocket all nite, lol. One of my girls had their period. Honestly, it's very interesting how candid girls are with each other. It was funny cuz it was like i wasn't in the room, they just talk and i pretend i'm not listening, tee hee.

Well i'm alive to day, and as kimimaru says, "there must be a reason", so i will spend the rest of my day hopefully fulfilling that purpose.

"I am alive. If that is the case there must be a reason for it." - Kimimaru

the devil finds work for idle hands

the first

this is the first posting. i have nothing to say, but i wanted to set up a blog just incase i wanted to do this for real one day.